I’ve been feeling really crap lately. I'm one of those people who find
it really hard to explain how I'm feeling. I tend to keep things bottled up to
myself for various reasons. I just don't feel like anyone will understand me
and there's always someone worse off than me and I feel that whatever is on my
mind should just be dismissed. I’m fed up of feeling like I'm going to explode
or burst into tear or maybe a combination of the two. I've always been one to
write about how I feel; I've just never made any public, because let’s face it;
nobody cares (I’m still posting this anyway). I always try to suppress how I
feel because let's be honest, my problems aren't anything adult-y such as
finding money to pay for bills, food or rent etc. Regardless of my initial thoughts
about this shit, I am so stressed out right now (along with the billions of
other people in the world) and it’s really affecting my mood. I honestly can't
remember the last time I went a day without sighing. I know that what I'm
stressing about isn't anything out of the ordinary for someone else my age. I
just hope that I snap out of this funk soon, because it’s just not fun.
I don’t even know how to end this monstrosity of a blog post, so lord
knows how it’s going to come across in your heads. Sorry for being shit, normal
posts will resume in two days. x
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